Monday, May 10, 2010

Highlight

I never knew that anyone actually bothered to read my blog, but now I do. haha : )

Also, concerning my wallpaper, I understand that a couple of you have complained about how my blog is hard to read. However, I made it so for a specific purpose and if you knew the reason, you would realize how devious I am. If you are clever enough, look around; the answer to your distress is hidden in my post.

Pertaining to life currently...
I'm not sure, I'm rather confused about certain situations.
But if God was the center of two people's lives, they would understand each other and work situations out, right?
What if one of them did not have Him as the sun? Let's call that person B.
Would that one person get upset at the other person (whom we will call A) because they are doing things that God wants them to do? B wouldn't fully understand how great A's desire to follow in the path God has set out for A. B wants situations to turn out the way they desire. So, what is that other person, A, to do? A isn't sure if God is the center of B's life right now. A is upset. B is upset. But for different reasons...
B is upset... for themselves.

I digress. I tend to go on rambling too much about unnecessary things.

I have been going through so much lately, I don't know how to handle it all. Apparently, I hide feelings well. Well...maybe not really, but I tend to hold in my anger a lot. If someone bothered me, the scowl that would be on my face would be replaced with a smile. If I had something terrible to say, I would take a deep breath and swallow it back inside.
Lately, that has not been as much of an issue which is something that I am glad to say. God has changed me so much in so many amazing ways in just less than a year's time. I don't know how much to thank Him. He has brought me to highs and lows, and even to the darkest parts of life. Often times, I felt as if I was stretched to the last straw, but somehow God always brought me back up.

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