Another normal day...

Today was another regular day, nothing quite special except that one highlight of the day: talking about vasectomy. Besides laughing about safeties and joking about number twos, I never thought I'd ever ask this question: "If the Vas Deferens is tied off, won't his 'things' explode?" And right after that question, I realized just how dumb I sounded, after all I am just another little curious george.

Currently I'm supposed to do my Algebra II homework and my Bio analysis questions about the menstruation cycle, but I guess things just don't go the way they do right? I'm hoping to do at least one devotion this week. This has been a very busy week. I just had a Latin test last period today, it was easy I guess, Mrs. Spencer is the (wo)man! She's a great teacher, without lots of homework, it gives us a lot of time to do other subjects, she basically covers everything in class and lets us review at home. Now that's the way to teach. Algebra is good...Mrs. Gribaudo teaches very well, I know that but 5th period just isn't my time, especially since I am freaking hungry and tired after lunch.

Just a few moments before, my brother came into my room while I was typing up my analysis questions...for the menstrual cycle. He looked at me and said, "Hmm....the mansteruweral cycle." and I said, "Do you even know what that is?" and he just left my room. I remember when I used to be so clueless about the world, those were the innoccent days, but unfortunately he already knows about "spermatoza". Haha, well we were watching animal planet...

Lately, it's been getting so hard to feel God present in my everyday life, sometimes I guess you're just so busy with other things that you don't realize that God is there. Honestly, I haven't felt Him speaking to me all week. School really takes away a lot of time from my work, especially time away from God. Maybe I should fast from school next time for Lent? haha. Well it is a possibilty but that'll just mean I'll fail term 3. But I guess taking time off and blogging will just somehow incorporate something about God...maybe I guess time off from work to just pour out my thoughts and my stress of school. Honestly, I don't think I'm the same person at school than I am out of school. I'm a totally different person: at school, I'm that quiet girl in the back of the room who people ask for answers. Well, I'm not all that smart. I feel like I just can't connect with people the same way at school, school to me is just for an academic purpose, I don't look to it as a social purpose. It's just something that I wouldn't go to, dressed as if I am going to a fashion show everyday. Honestly I put more time into how I look on the weekends. I just keep myself neat-looking at school and go on with life. I don't think about God much at school, it's just work, work, work. Thinking about it, I really look forward to vacation, time that I can spend with God but then again, all I do is drone on all day on the computer or sticking my head into pages and pages of books that I just read the day away. Honestly, I don't give much time to God. That's something I want to change because I want it. I will try to find the time to do it, but I just need to figure out how.

Love,
Kristen